LOST IN ME
She’s always getting hurt and so she builds it up. She never has been able to forgive how it should be. She lets it go but always seems to remember. She goes every day smiling and fitting in with 3every one, but it’s sad she doesn’t know who she is. She doesn’t have the answers for her self. Some how she helps every one with their problems. She cries when no one can see or here her. She loves her dad and don’t understand her mom. She loves the best she can but seems to feel betrayed by every hardship handed to her by god. She knows there are people here for her know, but yet she’s convinced their here for some thing more ten she can give. She’ll break down soon and I want to be there, one more shoulder to bear. She’s cold but not alone I am also here. Feels like I can’t give any more trust or love. Almost gone in a world of no hope. I only love what I can, although my heart won’t give up, my other half won’t allow to much more…
Cas
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Showing posts with label Cas. Show all posts
Friday, May 23, 2008
Confession
CONFESSION
Feelings multiplying, hard times is what I’m denying.
Very few times do I feel like crying.
No use justifying his crime.
Based on the 4th amendment
Consequences never ending.
I swear I pleaded the 5th
Now the judge is giving the hit.
What about the people?
Don’t he get a witness?
Now that I’ve confessed
They can’t put him with the best
Based on the 8th.
Final mark ends on the date.
Sentence no longer up for the take
This second chance is what we make.
Because of all our lying
time is lost with out finding.
seems like I’m always crying
no use defending a guilty crime.
Although deep down in side
To my very last dime,
I believe in his innocence!
Feelings multiplying, hard times is what I’m denying.
Very few times do I feel like crying.
No use justifying his crime.
Based on the 4th amendment
Consequences never ending.
I swear I pleaded the 5th
Now the judge is giving the hit.
What about the people?
Don’t he get a witness?
Now that I’ve confessed
They can’t put him with the best
Based on the 8th.
Final mark ends on the date.
Sentence no longer up for the take
This second chance is what we make.
Because of all our lying
time is lost with out finding.
seems like I’m always crying
no use defending a guilty crime.
Although deep down in side
To my very last dime,
I believe in his innocence!
Friday, May 9, 2008
Free from Everything!
Free from everything!
Do you ever feel like giving up?
Almost to the point of ending it all,
Seems like every time I try to stand I fall.
Never seems fair, I’m always having to share what I’ve earned.
Taking care of issues that aren’t mine.
Wanting things that really aren’t too much to ask for.
I remember to believe in me.
Why do you hate me.
There’s more to it then what there seems to be.
We all want to be free.
Free from all authority,
Free from loss of energy,
Free from all illegal things,
Most of all free from any one who is not down with the peace.
Do you ever feel like giving up?
Almost to the point of ending it all,
Seems like every time I try to stand I fall.
Never seems fair, I’m always having to share what I’ve earned.
Taking care of issues that aren’t mine.
Wanting things that really aren’t too much to ask for.
I remember to believe in me.
Why do you hate me.
There’s more to it then what there seems to be.
We all want to be free.
Free from all authority,
Free from loss of energy,
Free from all illegal things,
Most of all free from any one who is not down with the peace.
Friday, May 2, 2008
The Stray Dog
The stray dog.
Mixed in with the crowd I was a lost dog from the pound. Who badly needed to be found, cause my mamma raised me to be street smart. Told me no matter what from the bottom of her heart that when in need knowing the streets is all I would need to survive. Then came my pap’s who told me he loved me. Seemed I only seen him once a year until I was old eough to drink beer. I lived in fear, not a loud to shade one single tear. Or else I’d get beat by a bum of a dad. Who had no love for me or my baby sister. If only he’d a wake from his drunk’n stuper.try’n to make some moey sealing to all my homies. Feeding the pain with weed. To scared to slam the hard stuff. Seen what it is capable of. Lost my mom’s at 18 to aq herion over douce. Now all the cops are lookin to bust the only trust my family seems to have. Figured out I can’t do this alone. It gets to cold and gold don’t come sheep. I need some meat, my baby sis gots to eat. You call me up a cusin me of cheating on you when I couldn’t show up. When really I was scared to death of leaving my sister home alone with the dirty bastered. If only you knew. Then you could see how much love you.i really just don’t want what happen to them to happen to me and you.
Cas
Mixed in with the crowd I was a lost dog from the pound. Who badly needed to be found, cause my mamma raised me to be street smart. Told me no matter what from the bottom of her heart that when in need knowing the streets is all I would need to survive. Then came my pap’s who told me he loved me. Seemed I only seen him once a year until I was old eough to drink beer. I lived in fear, not a loud to shade one single tear. Or else I’d get beat by a bum of a dad. Who had no love for me or my baby sister. If only he’d a wake from his drunk’n stuper.try’n to make some moey sealing to all my homies. Feeding the pain with weed. To scared to slam the hard stuff. Seen what it is capable of. Lost my mom’s at 18 to aq herion over douce. Now all the cops are lookin to bust the only trust my family seems to have. Figured out I can’t do this alone. It gets to cold and gold don’t come sheep. I need some meat, my baby sis gots to eat. You call me up a cusin me of cheating on you when I couldn’t show up. When really I was scared to death of leaving my sister home alone with the dirty bastered. If only you knew. Then you could see how much love you.i really just don’t want what happen to them to happen to me and you.
Cas
Friday, April 25, 2008
Do you ever just hate this school so you say things that you just don’t mean?
Do you ever just hate this school so you say things that you just don’t mean?
I had one of those days, so listen up, here I go,
There’s no respect,
What’s this school reflecting upon,
Every thing that’s wrong?
All these kid’s seem to only be
Interested in hitting the bong.
This school year seems so long.
I’m almost to far gone.
I haven’t even had any fun.
Oh, look some ones got a gun!
Why couldn’t I just have been a bum!
Cas-
I had one of those days, so listen up, here I go,
There’s no respect,
What’s this school reflecting upon,
Every thing that’s wrong?
All these kid’s seem to only be
Interested in hitting the bong.
This school year seems so long.
I’m almost to far gone.
I haven’t even had any fun.
Oh, look some ones got a gun!
Why couldn’t I just have been a bum!
Cas-
Why I Live
WHY I LIVE
I want to stay sober!
I’ve been through a lot in my life. There has been nothing but hard times making some thing small into a bigger a problem. My family never really taught me any other way to live then getting high and living on the streets.
I know that there is a lot of drug use in this world that I will just have to accept. I live ever day of my life trying to take another well worth 24. My drug of choice just ain’t some thing that I can shake off, I know that a lot of people think weed ain’t a gate way drug, but for me I don’t when to quit.
I’m fighting for more success to progress with my full potential and achieve in all my dreams. I’ve found more happiness then I ever felt before, don’t get me wrong there were a lot of good times, but to me it ain’t worth all the pain.
By cas
I want to stay sober!
I’ve been through a lot in my life. There has been nothing but hard times making some thing small into a bigger a problem. My family never really taught me any other way to live then getting high and living on the streets.
I know that there is a lot of drug use in this world that I will just have to accept. I live ever day of my life trying to take another well worth 24. My drug of choice just ain’t some thing that I can shake off, I know that a lot of people think weed ain’t a gate way drug, but for me I don’t when to quit.
I’m fighting for more success to progress with my full potential and achieve in all my dreams. I’ve found more happiness then I ever felt before, don’t get me wrong there were a lot of good times, but to me it ain’t worth all the pain.
By cas
Friday, April 11, 2008
Mystery Phase
MYSTERY PHASE
Lost in his gaze,
I’m in some kinda maze.
Every time we blaze,
My mind is in some kinda haze.
I’m just try’n to face,
This wonderful phase.
Based on reality,
Figuring out his mentality.
Lost in his eyes,
Now I’m wounder’n why.
Wish he hadn’t made me cry,
Lie’n and play’n like every things fine.
No use try’n your only dine’n,
The feelings I’m hid’n.
Mystery phase,
Time to blaze,
Somk’n up the haze!
The cops are out for the taze,
Spread me in the face with maze.
Now I got no case.
Every thing is based on faith.
Locked up,
Knocked out,
Forgot all about,
Shame comes no doubt.
Dirty game never misses a count!
Lost in his gaze,
I’m in some kinda maze.
Every time we blaze,
My mind is in some kinda haze.
I’m just try’n to face,
This wonderful phase.
Based on reality,
Figuring out his mentality.
Reminess’n on all the times I shouldn’t of been a miss’n!
Kiss’n your face,
Remembering the way you taste,
Hearing your voice,
Now I have no choice.
Lost in his gaze,
I’m in some kinda maze.
Every time we blaze,
My mind is in some kinda haze.
I’m just try’n to face,
This wonderful phase.
Based on reality,
Figuring out his mentality.
Lost in his eyes,
Now I’m wounder’n why.
Wish he hadn’t made me cry,
Lie’n and play’n like every things fine.
No use try’n your only dine’n,
The feelings I’m hid’n.
Find’n no damn time,
Watch’n him walk by,
For the last time,
Knowing all his crime,
Having nothing but a dime.
Promise me your always going to be mine!
Cause baby I’m scared and that an’t fine!
Cas.
Lost in his gaze,
I’m in some kinda maze.
Every time we blaze,
My mind is in some kinda haze.
I’m just try’n to face,
This wonderful phase.
Based on reality,
Figuring out his mentality.
Lost in his eyes,
Now I’m wounder’n why.
Wish he hadn’t made me cry,
Lie’n and play’n like every things fine.
No use try’n your only dine’n,
The feelings I’m hid’n.
Mystery phase,
Time to blaze,
Somk’n up the haze!
The cops are out for the taze,
Spread me in the face with maze.
Now I got no case.
Every thing is based on faith.
Locked up,
Knocked out,
Forgot all about,
Shame comes no doubt.
Dirty game never misses a count!
Lost in his gaze,
I’m in some kinda maze.
Every time we blaze,
My mind is in some kinda haze.
I’m just try’n to face,
This wonderful phase.
Based on reality,
Figuring out his mentality.
Reminess’n on all the times I shouldn’t of been a miss’n!
Kiss’n your face,
Remembering the way you taste,
Hearing your voice,
Now I have no choice.
Lost in his gaze,
I’m in some kinda maze.
Every time we blaze,
My mind is in some kinda haze.
I’m just try’n to face,
This wonderful phase.
Based on reality,
Figuring out his mentality.
Lost in his eyes,
Now I’m wounder’n why.
Wish he hadn’t made me cry,
Lie’n and play’n like every things fine.
No use try’n your only dine’n,
The feelings I’m hid’n.
Find’n no damn time,
Watch’n him walk by,
For the last time,
Knowing all his crime,
Having nothing but a dime.
Promise me your always going to be mine!
Cause baby I’m scared and that an’t fine!
Cas.
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